Monday, January 25, 2010

Am I the only one???

I've been thinking lately... actually more analyzing myself. I came to the conclusion that every since I was younger I plan every single step of my life out. Of course the unexpected has happened, but then I just get right back onto the planned layout. You may be thinking, "what a boring way to live!"... but actually its just the way I was made. I constantly plan things. I make a weekly schedule and a daily schedule. I don't know if it is just me or if I'm crazy...but I'm wondering when am I ever going to get to the point in my life that where I can just calm down and not be so worried about planning my future and having every tiny detail worked out??? If you're totally lost, here's an example... In high school, my senior year I constantly thought, "I cant wait until next year... I will finally be on my own and in college." Now that I'm in college, I can't help but  think about the next step in life all my aspirations...I just want them all so quickly and I want to know who, what, when----now. It is easy to say, "just take it easy and enjoy life while you can..." but for some reason it is hard for me to execute this simple task. Am I the only one that does this?


One thing that helps me and I always have to remind myself of is this:
Trust in the Lord with all of your heart. Lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.Proverbs 3:5-6







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