Now don't get me wrong- I do have days I don't wear make up... I love being outdoors and I am not afraid to sweat... but I am finally starting to accept this "girly" side of me that I was always hiding.
Now since I have accepted that about myself the next goal is to except my image. For years (literally since like the 4th grade) I have struggled with hating the way I look in the mirror. I have always said to myself "ugh for once in my life I just want to look in the mirror and see a beautiful, skinny girl staring back at me."
Its a goal that I have. I complain about my image a lot. I mean A LOT! I make myself feel so guilty for eating things I shouldn't. But really??? What matters more? Let me tell you.
I'm healthy. I'm blessed. I have a personality. I can be beautiful from the inside. God loves me no matter what. :)
Slowly, but surely I will get there. It may be a lifelong goal, but I'm hoping it comes to me before I graduate college. I want to look in the mirror and not say, "ugh... ew..."
So here's to my goal... :) TTFN.
P.S. Here is someone I adore! (My favorite celebrity... plus... she's a great role model to follow while aiming for my goal)
Mandy Moore Loves Peanut Butter, But Ambivalent About Her Hips
Newly married Mandy Moore knows that she is no longer 14 because she has the womanly hips to prove it. Although the maturing pop princess appreciates being a role model for women by representing a different, curvier look often under-represented in the media, Mandy admits she has a "love-hate relationship" with her hips.
Rather than focusing so much on her appearance — she has professionals to help her with all that — Moore works at living a healthy lifestyle. She eats a colorful array of foods, gets acupuncture, and avoids the Hollywood diet obsession.
She recently told People magazine:
"I appreciate when there are other women out there who are beautiful and aren't, you know, a pound. I feel lucky that I don't feel pressure . . . to have my whole life be controlled by whether I fit into a certain size."
Mandy doesn't deprive herself of foods she enjoys believing that it is just not worth it. Her food weaknesses include french fries, cookies, and anything containing peanut butter. When it comes to food and dieting she says, "To me it's about feeling good, feeling healthy." Amen to that!





